Monday, September 14, 2009

another day

another fuckng day...damn....

i was so excited to go to school for its the first day of the week in going to school...but when i got up the morning, i felt a fatigue at my back, ay my neck, and at my shoulder(damn it hurts) and my eyes are sour ...gee, watamorning... and it change my mind in going to school, so i decided to go to school at the afternoon at one pm...

iit was 10:32 when i receive a message to join his texting clan(only texting!) so i joined(his a friend of mine anyway).. as i was walking to school , i met my friend and the rest of my ex-cheermates(no offense plz?) they greeted me and told me to cheer again(not only the girls knows to cheer you know) and i told them i'm not xur but i'll try if i can...jeezz...60% near to school now as i met my bestfriend rose and shared a bad news that she's quiting cheerleading(hope she wont)..duh, theres nothing i can do about it anyway...

i reached school at exactly 12:22:05(i'm good time observer) , and my classmates aprouch me about our new HARD and DIFFICULT lesson in math II ...jeezz....and they also said that they have a long quiz at science which was harder but for me it was easy,,,its only writing an essay about the theme 1 ,2, TREE for LIfe ....duh. its soo easy !!! i hope i want absent that morning ....

whew ,,just another day ....

Sunday, September 13, 2009


emo means emotional.. for some, it is a type of music about one's dramaric feelings...
and for some , its a type of FASHION ...

for me being emo is not being so emotionaly DRAMATIC means how to live life through your on way in expressing your feelings..for me, i express my feelings to writing songs(though i'm not realy good on it ,but i;m geeting use to it anyway).

emotional people or emo kids are teens that feels they are hard to seems like they're the onlyone who understand the selves..

ad i'm one of them now ...

understanding emotions ?

emotions can control our life,future and even takes away our friends..
if we cant control it, it may lead to bad luck or missing someone as a friend..

I've experienced this twice already. first, i lost this friend of mine beacause of a misunderstanding text..she sent me an information message and i replied to her thround text to never sent me messages that i am not included cause i hate receiving texts that wasn't meant for me to recieve , then after that, she gets mad at me at starting that we did'nt talk anymore...i dont know why she's mad and i don't know who to balme ?? .... was it my fault ?? friend of mine and me wre texting about our LOVE lifes and then i confess to her who is my crush(and that wasn't her but she knows this girl and that was a friend of ours). another friend texted me that time and i accidentaly sent it to her and she replied " unsay pre ?" ..i told her that message is not for her to receive but it was too later,, she's mad.. i hope we could still talk to morrow or next week ....

am i hard to understand ? or cant they just learn to understand me ??
hmmmmmm i started being an emo again ... it hurts to lost someone as a friend hurts a lot.. it feels like you want to cry with purple teardrops but not a single drop of tear would come out..duh, my life SUCKS !! ...

i hope someone could read this and be my friend ....

my version of taylors swifts "love story"(male version)

We were both young when i first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts..
You're standing there..
On a balcony in summer air.

see the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
making my way across the crowd to say "hello.."
little did you know..

that I was romeo, as I was throwing pebbles
and your daddy said "stay away from juliet!"
had to leave you crying on the staircase
Begging me "please don't go!"
So i said..

Juliet come with me somewhere we can be alone.
just be patient.. Nothing left to do but run.
i'll be the prince and you'll by the princess
it's a love story baby for me say "yes."

So i sneak you out to the garden where i'm hiding..
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they'll find me.
close your eyes.
i'll be back in a little while

i was romeo and you were my only juliet
even my father said loving you is not worth it.
But you were everthing to me
I was begging you please come with me
so i said..

(repeat chorus)

chorus 2:
juliet i'll save you, they'll never come between us!
Just keep faithing and love will gonna free us
don't be afraid, we will make it out through this!
it's a love story.. Baby just say "yes."

I got tired of fighting..
Wondering if i will ever see you again
I hope your faith isn't fading
But then I see you with just a blink of an eye
And i said..

Juliet I'm sorry but you'll never ever feel alone
There's no need for waiting
I'll be here forever more
All you need to think is our future of you and me
I kneel in the ground and show her the ring
And said,

"marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes"

Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

(i created this as a reply to taylor swift..hope she'll like it
i'm not realy into writing songs and novels but as a pracrice i'm making replies to famous songs from famous artist..and i started in making a reply to this and i hope you all like it..)